You make it easier when life gets hard

2009-11-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

I'm craving for sushi.

2009-11-07T19:19:00.003+08:00

Dear diary,

I have so far completed most of the papers that I'm sitting for and I can't believe I'm almost done with O levels. It friggin' happened just like that!

Well the bad news is that I made silly mistakes for EL, PHYSICS, and Biology. Lost 7 marks for Physics because I overlooked impt informations.. It could affect my overall grade mind you. Oh man, it's haunting me againnnnn. But whatever it is, it's over. But WHADAFUG!!, if I see what I expected now on results day I'm soooooo gonna complain till I run out of words although I'm to blame. :D I just hope that the moderation for all the subjects wouldn't affect my desired/expected grades. :\ Everyone hopes so too right? -Duh-

That aside, I have been making impromptu decisions to meet GG. Slept over the other day and I wished that time stood still. Had dinner tgt last night, loved it. I'm happy loving you like this :) Can't wait for Nov 11! Many things-to-get on my list. Btw I still want the Manhattan Portage Multi Colour Backpack :(

After O's, I'll probably do the weirdest thing ever for anyone to do, during the long break.

2009-10-02T20:16:00.004+08:00

October 8 is in 6 days, that spells the release of 500 days of summer.
And O's is in how many days again? 19! Oh boy.

Need to sleep like seriously, wish I didn't have to attend school because it sucks. I wanna get both the shirts I set my eyes on but should I waste the time? Hmm. I still want the Manhattan Portage Multi Colour backpack....

Today's quote: "The rest of the world are shaping up and leaving you behind."

I'm afraid, I am. The main reason is, how am I gonna face the world now

2009-09-27T18:49:00.008+08:00

Shall make this quick before I isolate my phone.

Grad Day was a blast I would say! Had my fair share of joy. Good thing I didn't make a blunder on stage. I like our class's individual portraits and I thgt that 5/2 put up a really good video clip. Oh and I think most of the graduants looked fabulous and most of the others prolly thgt I resemble a lawyer Haha

I hope Prom Night will not be disappointing, that is if everyone I know is going..

Is there a possibility, it's recurring in my mind

2009-09-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

PLAY!

2009-09-19T18:44:00.003+08:00

"I brought this anchor along because when I'm with you, my heart feels like it's full of helium." ISN'T THIS CUTE?? :D

HELL YES.

Having a bad headache right now. Probably due to Graduation next week :\ Still contemplating if I should attend! Btw, Prelim II was all about late nights, developing of deeper eye rings, lesser sleep, more time with myself.. It totally sucked every ounce of my brain juice. Next week's Youth Mission, kinda anticipating it. Hmm, clique dinner then Graduation Day(still haven't decide) and back to the monstrous intensive killer revision!

It's like a roller-coaster ride
It was a rush, what a rush

2009-09-09T00:41:00.006+08:00

I have no sense of urgency this time, SERIOUSLY.
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

2009-09-06T12:05:00.003+08:00

So in a span of a month, I splurged on items that cost me $305 and the best of all, is that I wanted a Big Apple Backpack. But No, there isn't a new backpack in the householdddd! :| Right, I know. O levels is around the corner, I shouldn't be shopping! Anyways, I can't believe I got to deal with MT for another exact 3 months. But since I have to, there's got to be no complaints.. Yep. Alright, I'm outta here.

Graduation Day in 20 days.
Can you believe I'm graduating?!

Why isn't the school releasing us for home-study.. Even if so, I'll definitely miss going to school even though I usually dread it

... And I close my eyes all over again

2009-08-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

Cuz it's burning a hole
And I can't get to sleep
And I can't live this alone
In this life

Always & Forever/.

2009-08-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

Thanks for being the best that i ever wanted you to be.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for making it so much easier when life gets hard.
Thank you for making me feel that my life has a meaning with you around.
Im going to Miss. You. Like. Crazy.
till you ever hear from me again,
xoxo
GossipGirl

2009-08-13T19:39:00.001+08:00

Will be on hiatus for awhile
-

you make me, me.

2009-08-10T23:30:00.004+08:00

Tell me why is he hot? Im burning.. Ouch.
This isn't C blogging. But someone else. Anyway,
Today, she went shopping with her dearest mother at ikea. They spent quite alot, but
im sure they are happy. Because eveyone is happy when they buy new things right?
She cannot wait to get her hands on a jansport backpack, adidas bag, belt and many
more that must be on her confused little mind. Let's hope she won't be late
for school tmr. And she will be blessed with good results for her chinese.
Whatever it may be, I know she did her best and she know she did.
The four days spent with her bestfriend was awesome despite the quarrels(:
she knows she cannot live without her bestfriend, without her bf
it's like a women without boobs yknow?
She really shouldn't sleep with a full stomach, it is basically unhealthy!
Anyway, gotta turn in. And C, you know i know your every move.
XOXO
gossipgirl

I don't know why but im so in love with you. only you, i only look at you.
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound. You do make it easier when
life gets hard. why don't you realise how special you are?

2009-08-08T23:55:00.008+08:00

I'm a happpppppy kid today tmrw and Monday!! Given the longgg weekend ahead, Bf and I are going on a 3-day date. Better still if it's 3D2N ;) So we grant ourselves a shopping trip TODAY. Haven't felt like this for the longest time Everrr

Backtrack to ytd, we managed to catch 'The Hangover' and it's quite amusing though I was half the time distracted.. Off to the Esplanade thereafter to fill our stomachs. (The moon that night was darn beautiful I swear) For today.. it is entirely set aside for retail therapy like FINALLY :) Our initial plan was to hunt for the backpack but we ended up getting couple havaianas, a wallet each and the list continues. Wanted to get the same underwear as her as well becuz it is so fcuking cutee. Haha! Spent till we Drop, carried so many bags (Well I almost 'drop' cuz I had giddy spells halfway thru') It's unfair that she goes home with more things than me and spends lesser.. BUT nevertheless, today was a mind off everything else with just me her and shopping :)

Monday I'm gonna head down to Ikea with the mother. Guess I'm gonna have another round of meatballs, like on Thursday with my gossipgirl. Had to satisfy her hunger pangs, haha that's the way it is :)

Right now, our mind is filled up with so many more things that we wanna get! That's so human- Every time you get something, you want another. Our 'wants' are.. Insatiable. But thank goodness I'll have $$ rolling into my a/c very soon!! Can't wait to shop again Man.

Anyway I came home.. with a brand new MacBook laying beautifully at the side. Like wow. I'm not as excited although this is all to myself for Poly life & my mom will be using the old one, becuz I didn't want another Mac. Well at least I have one for myself now :D TMRW, I'm gonna spend it with my mom at a movie invitation specially by a church then off to meet the small fry for fireworks at the parade

2009-08-07T14:19:00.004+08:00

Hey my girl, like glass, it's an uneasy heart to me
I'm afraid that this love becomes a dream and disappears
So I hold your hand next to me tightly

Just looking at you, my heart flutters

2009-08-04T16:48:00.001+08:00

'Never Say Never' describes how I'm feeling now
Be back another day

2009-07-31T01:02:00.004+08:00

Math Paper 2 literally sucked every ounce of brain juice stored in my brain on Wednesday. During the 1st hour, I was damn freakin'.. nervous? My hands were shivering, it wasn't cold was it? No. I cancelled the answer which was correct and RE-WRITE, whalau sucha waste of time I told myself. So eventually the girl next to me suddenly became damn fast, which made me more nervous. Whalau. 11 nerve-wrecking questions with 150 minutes equates to roughly 15 minutes of quick & smart analogies. I made use of every single minute till the very last sec. But I still missed out 8 marks. I admit I'm damn slow in thinking, that explains the marks that I'm gonna obtain.. SIGH.

Anyway, Gf bought me BK breakfast today HAHA I know, not the other way round. But that's the way it is :D Intended to study at the school's library while waiting for her to complete her coursework, BUT FAILED. Checked: Hormones, which was a short chapter & Reproduction(s).

I'm deprived of catching a cheap flick. Waiting for 'The Hangover', I think tmrw's the release of the movie. I'm sure someone wants to watch it too! Oh yes I wanna get a backpack, tgt with My Girl. We're gonna hunt for it after prelims, that's if we can find to our satisfaction :D

Wasted Wednesday & Thursday already, need to put in full force tmrw! Please God, grant me a longer concentration span.. Monday no exam, shiok can sleep in

I realized that forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

2009-07-25T18:01:00.003+08:00

I'm watching you right now and you are not doing your work.
I miss you. I wish I could spend every second with you!
You are indeed my everything, Love.

xoxo, Gossipgirl

2009-07-25T16:42:00.004+08:00

Ask me how's the start of Prelims, and I'll tell you EL was terrible. I'm already expecting a 2 or 3 Grade plunge from Mid-Year. Seriously, that's how bad I did. I submitted slipshod work, which is, Embarrassing. Science Practicals, was not any better. For Biology, at least? As for MT O's, I'm hoping for a B3 but my gut feeling tells me it's a close gap between the grades B3 & B4.

Anyways, I studied at the library today. Productive. Accomplished. But it gets frustrating when you don't know how to solve the art of Mathematics. So I compared last year to this year, the span of concentration I had was way higher. I do not feel sleepy yet, when the clock strikes 9. I can survive the next day with 5hrs of sleep but now no. And 'N' level is like a piece of cake to us now. This year, it's the total opposite. Daaamn.

Met My Girl at Pp thereafter :) Had Filet-O-Fish + SHAKER FRIES!!! Happy kid :D Wanna have BK's chicken tenders right after Prelims!

Don't even wanna call myself a Literature student, becuz it just sucks to learn a subject which I've no interest in.

Need .... to
... .. ... .... manage ... my .... time
.... ..... .... ... .... ..... ... properly ... !!!

2009-07-18T09:56:00.002+08:00

I might not be able to sit for prelims becuz of this fucked up hair cut. Dieee la. I'll probably have a black face throughout. Ok bye not feeling the sense of urgency for Prelims and O's as well. What is wrong with me this year man.

2009-07-11T11:20:00.012+08:00

LOVE THIS SONG:

under your command
I will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

I'm sorry for hurting you right in your face :\

Updates: 1 subject down. MT Orals was a breeze, though I missed out certain points.. I kind of stammered? Ahh it's over anyway! My calendar shows a hectic week coming up soon in a week. Gonna have a major breakdown man. Just look at the amt of homework.... _|_ I need some breathing space but I'm lagging behind like really really behind :\

2009-06-27T21:57:00.009+08:00

Today's meal: Subway for brunch, Fried rice & Frog legs for dinner.

Home stay at Bedok makes me grow makes me fatter, thgt it'd be the opposite over here but Nooo.

Ok anyway hi guys! I'm a happy kid today cuz I met my girl who unknowingly did make my day :) And as usual, I make her so guilty at the end of the day hoho. You should know I lose concentration whenever we study tgt.. Anyways, flea market thereafter and she bumped into 4 friends. Cool ah. Gf bought what she always wanted at a steal! As for ME, the indecisive being, ended up with NOTHING. Oh well. I actually wanted that CDG shirt.... but dang, indecisiveness always hits me.

Ok bye! Off to watch BOF :D HAHAHA just saw the Cadbury ad!

I'll tell everyone it's so much fun
Say to all your friends that "it never ends"
While we're driving thru' all the alleyways
I picked up some happiness on the way

I love you small ass with big boobs, with all my heart.

This love is overwhelming that I'm gonna hit by the virus tgt with you , oh-my-gawd. Another 7hrs some other day? Although it's never enough..

2009-06-26T14:29:00.005+08:00

Latest: Michael Jackson dies at age 50

Ok that's what caught my eye this morning and my voice goes "oh-my-god!" in a very gay-ish tone. Surprising news. Charlie's Angels Farrah Fawcett, also passed on, which adds to a total of 4 deaths I've heard of this week. I'm posting abt this becuz of late, I started thinking of what if my next of kin meets up with an accident... I will surely regret. Okay touch wood! It really scares me though..

To whoever who is reading this, I hope you come across the Cadbury chocolate ad cuz I guarantee you it cracks you up. Although it didn't make any sense to me. It's really cute, but of course, Heineken stays 1st.

Clique outing was good I must say. The best part was dinner, which I dreaded so much that I voted 2 hands down. Hahaha. From dreading the steamboat only on my side became gobbling down 3 extra bowls of forfeit. Fun, that is. Everyone was laughing their ass off whenever someone hits the jackpot. The packed room was almost filled with our chuckles within the span of 2hrs. Those smiles were genuine I could see. No regrets eating steamboat afterall! Love you guys becuz y'all made my day :)

Can't wait to meet My Girl tmrw who will definitely and unknowingly make my day even better with just her presence :) Cheers.

School.is.just.a.bore. However, I survive thru' every other day with you around. :)

2009-06-22T19:07:00.002+08:00

What happened today:

-Travelled on the ever-so-convenient MRT thrice (Love MRT ever since I shifted)
-Came home to find out that 7 out of 8 of the PoA papers might have been dumped away by mistake:0 _|_
-Took a new route from my house to PP, I like new routes :)
-Had Mos burger with Bb, barely spent an hour and a half with her
-Accompanied her on the bus then trained back home then back to Bedok...
-But apparently I'm at Tampines now waiting foolishly as she's in a movie and she doesn't even know Hahaha
-I wanna check out this shirt later if it's in stock, well I really hope it is!
-12 trains has arrived since, and 20 mins till the movie ends!

Everytime we meet, it feels like 6months ago that we met each other
I love you man, bb= big boobs

Hahaha!

This week: Hardcore Accounts cancelled. Appt with bb. Clique outing. Flea market

By the end of the year, I never wanna hear this..
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased

2009-06-20T15:06:00.007+08:00

Trying to attempt the stack of Accounts papers gives rise to my blood pressure. At this rate, I'm becoming insane even though I'm not putting in the amt of hard work needed. So now I can either bid goodbye to my A1 or achieve it. But impulse control has taken over me.. Sigh someone remind me how many weeks to 'O' levels? My inner self is doing so and it's freakin' me out.. that time has a way with the world. What the heck am I blabbering?

(After 1h 30min interval..)
Keeping myself in suspense when I can load Boys Over Flowers online. Can't wait for the next ep!!

Caught I Love You, Man & Ghosts of Girlfriends' Past in a row with My Girl. Love comedys foreverr :) Feels like a brand new start for us ever since that horrible incident but no, Happy 397th day Isabella~ Our dream has been slowly built since last year, you think we can fulfill it?

Mr. Happy makes me smile.

P.S: HI BABE I LOVE YOU MAN, more than Pistol loves Sydney! Love your new picture pose HAHAHA

She looks best without her clothes
I know it's wrong but it's the way it goes!

2009-06-15T01:31:00.004+08:00

Tonight is one of the nights I can't go to sleep. Now I lie down with ear phones plugged in, with the recently added/favourite list shuffling. I start to think, in a more analytical way. But tonight, is also one of the nights when I'm in a daze.. I'm distracted by the tasks I've to complete; my must-get list; the way I'm juggling my time with you and work; how my mind tends to drift away; the short span of concentration.

I need a really conducive environment to cope, like seriously. I miss your house.

Anyway the past week has been alright. Met My girl every day:) It's like no drama actually happened:D Had an impromptu meet-up on Sat. Till today, she hasn't complain abt not getting the Bags of Love, which apparently we went there just to get it. Hahaha! Speaking of this, I love her new handbagg. I'm gonna exchange with her the next date HAHA. She calls me gay anyway. No joke, cuz it's so darn pretty. Luv it

Eyes drooping, time to snuggle up in bed. Damn, I miss you. And I gained weight......... that's not okay. K G'night

You got me so mesmerized

2009-06-04T17:30:00.020+08:00

Everything I Ask For - The Maine
This song totally relates to us and it still is in my heart ;(

I'm still feeling as blue as last night. Been drowning myself with AAR's music.. and weeping every time I think of this matter. I'm not okay we're not okay. I wanna hug you and cry
I know this is wrong.. One side of me understands that this is morally wrong in the name of God and there is no negotiation. But another side of me shows that I can't take it I still want & need you.. ;(
I feel so bitter when I see couples
It's gonna be difficult to move on having my heart with you, always. I can't get over it Gf.
It's so CLICHE to say You're a part of me, but you really are.
Throughout this year we built a strong r/s and now we wrecked it with our carelessness. My heart is torn apart like red threads hanging dripping.. becuz we're coerced to end this.
It may be over but it won't stop here

My last words ain't gonna be I love you becuz I'll always love you and I'll always remind you, it doesn't just stop here, today. I'll Never forget you, salty bacons. I'm gonna miss you like crap till our next review meet-up!!! And I miss going over to your house alr

Never thgt that this would be our last date
Never thgt that it'd be the last call
Never thgt that this would be the day
Never thgt that I'm losing you in this manner
Never thgt that this is the end of us

Gf, this is the last time I can call you mine. From today onwards, we're on our own;( Cheesy, but in my heart you will always be my sweetheart. I sincerely thank God for you in my life. You're the only one who brings true joy into my life you're the only girl who makes me wanna give you all my love. And truth be told, I don't like how things are right now even though I want to adhere to what we have agreed on

I'm sorry to cause you to land in such a miserable state

2009-05-28T18:15:00.006+08:00

Barely slept the prev night. Now I'm nodding my head off while attempting Chinese.. I've been burying myself in it for the past few days sigh- wonder if anything went in.

Stayed over for the night at Hun's place again and boy was I glad. She takes my mind off everything else. Feels like my second home somehow:) Accompanied her to bring baby chelsea to the playground before heading home, and I love how it's like that between us Gf. You're my best friend lover soulmate:) and the best bacon I everrr had! Hahaha. I'm gonna dig out your old neoprints another time, watch it! Good day, good night for us;)

"Love the way we're twisted up in every way"

2009-05-25T20:47:00.006+08:00

Yes I'm gonna talk abt English results. Although I didn't flop it but it is terrible and rather disgraceful to share with my parents/aunt. All I can say is, Paper 2 was generally tough and it is proven. So far, I've yet again been reminded of my younger cousins who's got a genius mind, it's amazing. Oh-my-godd! And to add on, Chinese O's is exactly in a week. I'm putting my hopes on it. Everyone, don't regret not putting in your best. :)

Anyways, I've been joking a lot with my partner and I swear I just wanna tape her mouth sometimes.. Hahaha. I'm going to have my haircut soon you suckerr:D Gotta admit I'm beginning to suck at Math:( kind of incompetent now:\

Tmrw marks the 372th day tgt with GG:) Bitchfight with her yet again last Friday

Whatever I say, I'll still love you

2009-05-16T20:36:00.005+08:00

Here you go BayB :D I know you love my surprise for you on Thursday's morning heavy downfall:) Cheers. I love you, Isabell. X

I wanna watch Night At The Museum 2(!) and eat apple/durian strudel

2009-05-12T18:49:00.005+08:00

During English today, I mistook But as Bust. Today, I am named as 'Asshole King' for no rhythm of reason:D Also today, my gossipgirl laughed at practically everything I did. Can't imagine how would it be if I am her sitting partner. And thanks to her, I'm also interested in the Rachel Gibson sex.. book she's Finally reading. Got a long list of people before me waiting to read. Haha these people are some horny ass:D

Thursday Thursday I can't wait! Hope it wouldn't be cancelled last minute.

Hmm I really needa focus from now on. Mind you, it's mid-May already and I feel so relax.. but lost. O-kay

Happy 51;)

2009-05-06T17:33:00.007+08:00

Got to admit I suck at comprehension. Wonder how bad did I fare, it was tough, to me at least. So I practically dumped my hopes on Paper1:\ And oral marks would be entered in for prelims, which is badd. Ah anyway, can't wait for Friday! Gonna be @ the airport though it's advisable not to step in there.

Hmm this is how I'm feeling right now:

Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru' the phone
(kiss me thru' the phone)

Addicted to this song:)

2009-05-02T22:42:00.003+08:00

Right. Slacked the whole week, studying close to zero hrs. Wow, feels like I'm so free when language papers is in a day's time. Haha WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING/THINKING? F. Oh btw camp was pretty interesting on the 1st day but got bored of it gradually. Sidetrack: I got a new phone and I can surf on-the-go yo. But I gotta switch number though. Troublesome much.

Current mood: Happy, cheeky, dreamy :) Bye!

Sunday: Ought to be celebrating my granny's bday with everyone noww but I can't becuz of tmrw's exam:\ Damn, missed the good food. K I shall call and wish her now:D Anyway people, my number would be void from today onwards. Yep

Good luck to me and all for the papers:)

2009-04-26T14:12:00.010+08:00

Happy Bday Mom, I'll buy you a card on Mother's Day I prrromise. For today, I'll treat you to lunch :)

Camp's next week, gonna be hectic I guess. Whoever who made adjustments to the schedule for camp is really dumb. Miss so many lessons for Language Papers revision becuz of it-.-

These months has passed by in a whizz the days are so routine the nights are so dull, every other day is the same. (But thank God I've you(;) Then comes the June holiday, which is no better becuz 1. My dearest bitch will be away in London. :\ 2. Gotta mug for prelims 3. Activities in school will carry on somehow. _|_ Hmm ok I just need retail therapy to.. de-stress? K that's an excuse to shop :D

Oh and I almost fainted after the cross country run, it's one hell of an experience I can say. Hahaha. Anyway, I miss my friends but I don't have the courage to say so

Monday: 17again with my bbitch X

-> I want this song

2009-04-10T12:00:00.006+08:00

Last night you made me feel like a child & I would freeze that moment in my mind if I could :) yknow that ilyh ;)

Yay long break from school till Mon. Needa catch up on studies go shopping check my list of to-do(s) with you :) Wanna buy new shoes, want my baggg:( I'm dying for it. Wanna check out Uniqlo at T1! ..... Where's the time, it's only 3 days of liberty from school-.- and I made a pact with Jas to save $$ for her dream.. but I doubt I can resist:D

Anyway smth postive to think abt: El lessons are more fun now because I prefer Ms Yeo's way of teaching rather than doing Practically nothing last time. Oh! and El orals is in 6 days, hate orals it gives me the jitters.

K gonna get out of this place noww. Peace outz :D

This is more than just romance
It's an endless summer
I can feel the butterflies, leading me through it
Take my heart, and I'll take your hand

2009-04-05T18:56:00.003+08:00

Inside my head she's somewhere
She is somewhere

Peace out.

2009-03-29T19:00:00.002+08:00

I'd love a stayover right now :)
Gtg, till then

2009-03-27T23:33:00.009+08:00

Sick and tired of school.. Super no life. And right now, a home is not a home.

This week's been pretty slack. T1 results are like shit that I don't dare to show my mom.. 1st time I really care how my mom would react-.- AND TGIF BUT, there's the damn rehearsal tmrw! _|_

Ok! I'm lookin' forward to 1st 4th and 7th?

It's just a problem that I'm faced with
Am I not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this

I listen to this whenever I miss you:) Love this song since foreverr

2009-03-19T23:31:00.011+08:00

Backtrack to ytd, I brought my favourite bum to Marriott to have buffet. It was supposed to be TODAY but she's sucha sotong.. so we brought it forward. I can't bring her there anymore because she eats like half of what people eats at BUFFET. Small tummy la damn it. I had so many rounds that I wish I could puke it all out now HAHA, kidding. I wanted ice cream but the flavour.. sucks. I love how we make muah chee tgt suckerr:D

I know this is real slow but we caught Slumdog Millionare anyway! Haha I assume she was as blur as me but overall it was a good film? Yep:) And she complains at everywhere we go~

I lost track of PoA, there's a test on the new chapter tmrw and I.am.so.dead. Ughh, gotta wake up @ 5odd tmrw!! I had 2 Kinder Joy today= double joy

Things yet to be done:
1. PoA worksheet(s)
2. Humantites load of homework
3. Math graphs, I hate graphs now>:\

We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

Omgz so cheezy Haha!

Edit: Good news, I found the look alike backpack from slurpingape at CHECK!:D But look at the price.. :\ $209 Ltd Edt, real leather. _|_

2009-03-17T17:30:00.004+08:00

So yes, Monday was a good day to start off with for the March hols. Fixing a bed was totally unexpected.. I wanna watch the sunset while eating Kinder Joy (haha new found joy) and whatnot. Find a spot, rest and do nothing but just appreciating nature. Most importantly, with my bf lover soulmate :)

I'm stuck for Biology.. stupid mindmap. I'm so frustrated I can't make good use of the time :\ Ok whateverr I CAN'T WAIT FOR THURSDAY!! XX

All those curves, and me with no brakes. :D

Before The Worst- The Script

2009-03-07T16:18:00.002+08:00

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

2009-02-20T20:53:00.005+08:00

Okay days are as usual, it's becoming a basic routine now that common tests is coming up next week. But 1 thing I wanna add is that last week was good. Valentine's Day Eve was even better:D which marks the best Valentine's Day everr. -grins. I'm hoping for the next sleepoverr.

When I said I wanted a beanie, you got me one. haha
So here I promise, I'll get you your haagen daz. Don't frown anymore bitch:)

I could die just staring in your eyes
I just wanna feel your heartbeat
Hold you even closer to me
Fall asleep with you right by my side

2009-02-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

Been looking forward to today and I've to say that I had an awesome evening/night! Every Friday it seems like I got to rush here and there. But anyway, as a break from the workload and tests this week! B accompanied me to catch a movie:) I wanna watch 1. He's just not that into you and 2. Marley and Me..... but I should be more focused on studies:\

Feb is gonna pass by in a whizz. Speaking of tests, Math was the most terriblee. Am pretty sure an ugly mark will appear on the progress report.. Anyhow, peer tutoring was alright for the 1st session, hope it goes well

Nothing much to blog actually, lazy to update further

Oh yeah Valentine's Day would be like crap because I'll have family gathering on that particular day while others spend it with their love, which totally sucks.

And Gladys Tann. The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons lasted for more than 2.5hrs that I lost track of what happened.. You should think twice watching it, because it was kinda boring yknow!

Something about the way you look tonight
Something about the way that I can't take my eyes off you
Something about the way your lips invite

2009-01-25T19:43:00.008+08:00

It's just the cutest thing
When you get to fussing

Haven't been posting here in awhile so here I am. By the way, I won't be using the com on weekdays. School's great, I won't be late anymore and I've a good feeling abt it:D Been busy with the household affairs.. well sort of. I sleep pretty early (or rather I become sleepy) when I'm at the East, like seriously, as early as 2230. I'll knock out before 11

Oh yeah. Ty Gladys for adding songs to my playlist!:D I want moree

Now.I.seriously.can't.wait.to.have.my.long.awaited.hair.cut!! Wanted to have it before CNY but too busy with the household matters so I'll just stick with the February appt.. WHICH IS KEEPING ME IN SUSPENSE!! :(

The familiar scent was one that I missed too much of

Tuesday's family reunion dinner + lion dance. Missed these gatherings :) Anyway, caught my eye on a backpack & a canvas. I was contemplating to get it but I didn't because I don't wanna get it on impulse. Sad man, when I have the moolah it's all abt implusiveness. UGHH.

Anyhow, Happy Lunar New Year to whoever's reading this! :)

This's the video PARTNER!

We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us

2009-01-11T22:05:00.007+08:00

Right, so 1st week of school has passed. I was late once, and I swear I can't be late anymore. I'm beginning to feel tensed up, everyone's having tuition I'm afraid I can't cope. Omgz I-don't-know-how:\ Btw, The Human Eye is pretty interesting. I think I kinda like Biology lessons now because Mr Hamzah is so amusing! (at times)

Visited Ngee Ann Poly on Fri. I can't imagine myself in the Polytechnic, the campus is so huge I might just get lost.

Time is clocking every second. And tmrw's the release of 'O' level results. 1 yr from now I might not have a good night's sleep:D Aha. Anyway, headed to purchase new furniture with my mom today. She asked me if I was excited but I said No. Hahaha.

Oh and I don't understand the topic on Disposal. And I shall make it a point that I only surf the net every fortnightly, unless neccessary.

And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me

2009-01-04T16:09:00.004+08:00

Gotta look forward to smth every day. A new day will arrive eventually so have faith. Tmrw brings hope. :)

Meeting Jas in a whilst time!

11:25PM
I really cannot imagine how EL lessons would be like, considering our teacher would be Mrs Teo. Oh man!

Okay so disappointing, the black & gold messenger bag from Adidas is island-wide sold out :( Forever and always like that. Ahh, need to find another new bag! And I need to make use of my 20% voucher + $10 off voucher by the 6th. Otherwise it'll be a waste! In need of $$ till then, mom can you spare me some $$ plzz :D

We're on this rollercoaster ride
Hold on, I'll stay here by your side

2009-01-02T17:17:00.005+08:00

Sighhhhhhhhhh. Ok this is gonna be a very sad and long post because I'm feeling rather lousy, yes right on the 1st day of school! Perhaps I should treat it that she's using reverse psychology on me. Anyway who would read this, so freakin' long (hor) I just need to let it outt

I was very much positive when our FT was telling us how many little things we can be happy about, like how we got better fengshui compared to the other classes, how we are so much nearer to the toilet!, how 2 years back we were lookin' forward to be in Sec 5, and what not. We should really appreciate these tiny little stuff. And I think Mrs Yip is the best teacher I have everr known. :) She looks into every little detail and such (yes she's the FT that's why) but I can tell she wants to start the 1st day right for us so that we'd be lookin' forward to attend school. :)

School was good till I faced that fucked up M's comments abt my results. I SWEAR, I was so FUCKING AFFECTED BY IT!!! Well I know I brought it upon myself (to have to see her after school) but she was being soooo discouraging like, What the Fuckk! My feelings totally went downhill.. Like hey.. Sigh it kept me thinking and it certainly brought down my morale and optimism. Are the expectations really that high? Then again, why am I letting it affect me?? Just take her words seriously.

Wha I feeeel like telling str8 to her face that she ruined my day (!!) My 1st day of being optimistic for school :\ Ok so this year I CAN'T and WON'T get suspended for STUPID and trivial matters. Let's see if I'll be late next month, really need to make an effort..

Was thinking on my time away in the bus, I really need a plan.. Need some encouragement, need to set my priorities right.. Prelims are like in JULY?? Beginning to feel stress over what M said.. Ok reverse psychology x999. I cannot bring myself down, I'll bounce back! hahaha

2009-01-01T01:00:00.007+08:00

I never knew such desire, just looking into your eyes

All right, so 2oo8's been a pretty bumpy ride along the way. In a nutshell, I guess 2oo8 taught me to be a whole lot optimistic because Life still goes on, the world doesn't stop for you and when you're done crying your heart out you tell yourself-- Put that aside, learn abt the situation presented to you and experience other emotions.. Well, the past is the past

Gotta welcome the New Year with a positive attitude and get down to serious planning for the year ahead. Well I'm not ready to let go of 2008 just yet.. but I'm lookin' forward and I wonder what's in store for me in 2oo9! First up, lookin' forward to go around and "Happy New Year" (shake hands) during CNY, hahaha

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! Have a good year ahead.

Would it be too late if I figure out what achievements and what not have I done in the whole of 2oo8? I'm rather sleepy and lazy to think of what else to add.. so Gnight y'all

I love you, my dear gay friend. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUCKERR :D Miz you

2230
Yay love tonight, because I made you smile with pleasure :) Can I have my DIY work to you plss, because I love it too. Hahaha

Oh yeah to the people who sent me New Year greetings, I couldn't reply back so yes, Happy New Yearrr :)!

2008-12-29T02:30:00.012+08:00

3:15AM

Had dinner with the clique @ Orchard :) By the way, it is so odd that my bus pass literally went missing on Christmas, so tmrw I'm going to renew it and meet my Gay. Freakin' waste of $$ and it's damn inconvenient, UGH hate this I'm so absent-minded. Looking (very much) forward to Wednesday but lesser now.. Hello youu, I still want to watch YES MAN.

Anyway I wanna get an over-sized beanie :D Oh and for CNY, I am so gonna get the OT shoe. Hehe. Sigh I think I am very slow..... ughhhhhh!

I've a feeling Jan/Feb is gonna be good. But I'm not ready for school just yet, it's like Back2School all of a sudden. Feels like I had 3 months of holiday? And just the other day I was talking abt how O's is approaching in less than a year. Let's say.. 9 months?

Gotta make new year resolutions and get back to my normal sleeping routine. Oh yeah not forgetting my school necessities, I think my clique haven't gotten their books as well Haha. Countdown to 2009- 3dayss

Ok bye! I learnt a new lingo tonight which is, Gd9! Hahaha.

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever

11:00PM
Received news that our class would be combined with 4/2. The unhappy part is that the class would be so big.. I prefer a smaller class and I would not be index no.1 anymore. Haha funny I know, but I like being Index no.1

2008-12-19T20:28:00.006+08:00

2345h And truth be told, I am nowhere near happy

Last night an Unknown number called me. She named herself as 'From America, With Love'. Yeah you get it.. And hell yes, I was totally surprised. I swear, it really brightened up my day. :)

My mood sucks these days and no, I'm not having what you're thinking. Holidays are ending so soon, my birthday is over too but it doesn't feel like I celebrated it. I mean, from the bottom of my heart I feel the way it should be.

Anyway, results were considered good. I wonder how next year is going to turn out to be.. I think I can wake up at 630 for school and not 5odd :) NO MORE LATE FOR SCHOOL! That is 1 of my resolutions this year, I will fulfill it next year!

Problems keep happening from our brain down to our hearts
When everything that you have just seems to fall apart
When giving up seems like it's the only thing to do
But with you here I'll get through..

2008-12-18T00:55:00.011+08:00

12:55AM Today this could be, the greatest day of our lives

Caught Twilight on Monday with my (suiteheart). The flick, was incredibly remarkable. But then again, is the fiction story really that fantastic?

"The scent of yours is like a drug"

Here, I sincerely thank those who surprised me on Tuesday (If you guys even read this) Am sorry I suck at reacting. I think I have slow reaction. There is many a time I get honked at (like today) and I escaped death again and again. Ok totally out of point, and Choy!!

Time is ticking so fast. Seconds pass, today is the long awaited day. I'm index no.1

I've so much on my mind lately. And right now, I'm beginning to think of the possible negative outcome(s) that might present in the afternoon. It occurred to me again that what if my 'N' level answers were smudged in the airplane? I'd be so wronged and there would be no justice.

And if only, you were born into this world at aged - and as years pass, you don't grow older but younger. Now that sounds absurd.

Tears are feelings we meant to keep in our hearts, tears are mixed emotions.

2008-12-14T01:54:00.002+08:00

I tried to learn a few lines of a Cantonese song today. Hahaha!

I'm kinda anticipating Monday and Results day. If the results turn out to be disappointing, then I wanna go on a movie marathon! Yes Man is 1st up on my list :)

All I want for Christmas is to end this year well.. and I really want to go s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g

Keep me sprung, keep me running back to you

2008-12-08T01:25:00.008+08:00

1:25AM N e ed to s le e p. .. ..

A day closer to the 8th, ok in fact it's the 8th already! Saturday I indulged in a lot of food, totally bloat myself up. I eat because I feel like eating not because I'm hungry, what's with me man? Anyway sushi would be more satisfying compared to xiao long bao, I've been craving for it ever since last month yknow..

I was brought to a secluded place in Thomson, what a pleasant night for today. It has a nice ambience I'd say. But the bad thing is that I need to exercise more..

K bye, see you in my dreams :) Shall listen to Here In My Heart now -grins

We'll be alright
Even if we're miles apart

2008-12-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

The 12th month of the year is here, how fast is that. It's exactly 2 & 3 weeks to Results day and X'mas respectively. Year 2008 sure did pass by in a whizz. Time to do up a new resolution, but wait.. Did I even fulfill it for this year? Hoho

Last night I had a hard time falling asleep.. Today is Dec 4, which means no one would disturb me for the next few days. Can anyone spring me a surprise? :)

Caught Wild Child & Four Christmases already, What's next?

I'm quite interested in baking but it seems like I ain't doing anything abt it. I wna pick up more skills, I'm still young :D but what?

Can't wait to give you a w_____ HEHE XOs

2008-11-26T17:20:00.007+08:00

The mouse pad on my Mac has gone insane, it clicks by itself and I am so frustrated I can't even get this typed out properly. This is crazy. And I wonder if I can survive next month. Anyway I exercised the day before:):) Ok last but not least, I want to go shopping very badly :(

Friday is coming so soon, I missed you.

Sitting here with you
You ask me why my tongue is tied
I’ve tried to make some sense of all these things I feel inside
I’ve been searching for the perfect words to say
They’ve been said a thousand times but they mean more today

Then you looked into my eyes and they just slipped away

2008-11-16T23:15:00.004+08:00

11th- Met up with the clique, I felt a sense of warmth just so you guys know. :) I had fun, particularly because I was in charge of the cookies? Can't deny it spells fun and I wna bake more! 13th- Supposedly to go Sentosa but change of plans. Bumped into my pork family twice, then I met up with them thereafter.. And I headed to a chalet at night. Ok I got to say it wasn't a good night for me. Oh well all's good now I guess. 14th- E!hub & chalet.

Tmrw I'll get to see a sweet face tmrw I'll get to see a sweet face. Please let the moon set in quickly.. Anyway I'll most probably spend the days I'm free to do some work and, PACKING UP!! Said that ever since.. Ok la Gnight

2008-11-10T15:51:00.005+08:00

Time check: 0045. It's already the 10th of November!! Time is ticking slowly, however fast. Meeting a bitch later, in exactly 12hrs. :)

There's only one thing two do three words four you.
I love you.
There's only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
I love you.

2008-11-05T02:15:00.003+08:00

Let's see, Sunday was short and sweet, whereby I had lunch with Sheralynn Weilin & Elaine. Decided not to attend a birthday dinner when I got home.

So Monday was an early day for me, okay I met a whole bunch of friends. Feels good to know I was the surprise, HAHA. Sentosa was the venue and overall, I had some bit of fun here and there despite the scorching sun.. :) And of course, the aim for the day of surprising Jaslin was achieved. The sole of my feet hurts like crap at the end of the day and my back kind of aches, I think I ran on the rough sand the most. Haha.

Yesterday, headed down to PS. Wouldn't even consider Sing to the dawn the flick, but I watched it however. For this, pls tell me I'm sweet. (HAHA) If you realise, today seemed really short. But nights like these always make it up. Good day, Good night.

Things should take for a better turn. There's a CCA learning journey today, I'm attending.

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you, sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you. :)

2008-11-02T23:23:00.012+08:00

Friday- Caught The Coffin, well it wasn't exactly worth the watch because I didn't get the full story. So yes think twice anyway. Hung out at the arcade which I haven't entered for long then headed down to Vanessa's place randomly with Jas. Watched the "Journey to the Center of the Earth" haha NICE. Left at 11 after the HK drama! Good day! Saturday was a baby's 1st month celebration, I attended for the sake of the food and baby, HAHA. Oh Leroy is sucha nice name by the way.

Here's to you: Ok I need to say this again! I miss you, and your sweet face. 've been saying this ever since.. last week. Coming Tuesday, please come faster.. I'm so gna squeeze youu. :) and kick your ass for sleeping on me

But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow

2008-10-30T17:45:00.008+08:00

Caught High School Musical 3 on Tuesday, I'd say it produces an awesome choreography. And I like the scene where Troy & Gabriella danced at the rooftop! I kinda miss playing Golf, it's a pretty cool sport. November is approaching and a part of me don't really welcome it because that means December is here soon. When December comes, I think it might be a tougher time than before. Perphaps no?

Can I Have This Dance Official Music Video -
Launch Fullscreen!

I'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view

2008-09-08T00:00:00.003+08:00

This is a little late but anyway, I'll be surprised if I actually pass the N level social studies paper. I think it was more like an O level paper...? I felt like crushing the damn paper when I saw the SEQ choice of questions. I couldn't believe I was so unlucky. Okay that aside, the language papers are officially over. And I really need to restrict myself to some revision. Tmrw is yet again a new term. Ok updates another day

You do know,
you leave me breathless

2008-08-30T21:05:00.004+08:00

Tmrw marks the end of August! I am worried that I feel as though the upcoming exam isn't an important exam. What comes to my mind is: What if I forget my notes?! The only damn thing I look forward to is the liberty from the exams for the year. And more of -- For results, I am only pleased for English report. All the Best to those sitting for the N level papers, Till then :)

We lock lips and throw the key out,
Till it slips that I must leave town

2008-08-23T16:50:00.009+08:00

“We all think we are going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But sometimes our expectations, sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pails in comparison to the unexpected. You gotta wonder why we cling to our expectations because the expected is just what keeps us steady, standing. Still, the expected’s just the beginning. The unexpected is what changes our lives…”

Just felt like playing this song :) You make me wanna~

Our only connection is synthetically.
We show our affection electronically.

24th Aug
Today, I woke up at 8+ Blame it on the weather.

We all know that the girl sitting beside me in class is full of crap. That's if yknow who I sit with. I came back from the toilet just when PoA started and I found this written on my paper. She was probably too bored out of her wits. Then, she was laughing to herself silently. I thank God for having her as my sitting partner. Haaa, don't give me the f face

Dear clara, I'll be gone by the time you read this. Farewell, my partner. Till we see each other, (next door) again. xoxoxo

2008-08-08T00:11:00.001+08:00

Thank God social studies paper was all right. I managed to answer all the questions on time, for the first time with confidence. Language papers weren't as good though. I have been sleeping a lot lately and it's bad because it is said that it makes my brain functions slower.

So let's keep it alive
Keep it alive, keep it alive

2008-08-01T20:45:00.005+08:00

TGIF even though the preliminary exams begins this coming Monday. Well to be honest, I have not started revising properly. Idk how am I to maintain my position like this. I suppose I have test anxiety. But I felt so relieved after hearing what is tested for social studies. Ok I'm going to mug my ass off for this two weeks, and I hope I can put my mind to it. All the Best folks! Watch time, prelims will be over in 2 weeks. This year, 2008 passes real fast.

Today I saw a beautiful sunset. She said it is to brighten up my day, well it did. It's orangery red and shaped like an egg yolk shining onto the reservoir. This is nature's beauty, God's creation isn't it? Love it! Haha.

On a bad note, I've been hoping and waiting for a calll but they never ring me up.. I still cannot accept this fact. Slap me.

With only you in view
While evening slips away

2008-07-19T11:57:00.009+08:00

Just a little spice of you
Could never be too much

Well it has been a difficult week for me but I'll still be strong and nevertheless, I get this thru. I'm mentally, physically and emotionally tired. I wanna go on a long hiatus. But Prelims and 'N's are nearing. I cannot afford to go on like this, this daily routine. Every day I come home my mind feels lethargic and my eyes feel tired. I go to bed and take a nap because I don't wanna let my thoughts run wild. I try to refrain from vulgarities but What the f is wrong with me! I can't wait for holidays now.

On another note, I thought abt how grateful I am actually. Every now and then I tell myself I'm presented to learn a lesson with these ups and downs. And I face it with a smile eventually.

OH YEAH, Mother Tongue 'N' level oral was screwed as well. It's 1/4 worth of marks and I screwed it. To hell with me. And I don't want to be Scout.

I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that and you will see
That I'll do better

We'll get this thru together. To the bathroom.

0015.
Ok I've been really down on my luck. I had a bad day, so it was a sad day. I even got stuck in a lift for 5 seconds. Hahaha it was so freakin' funny! The door was almost closed so I used my feet to force it open.. But I was lucky it didn't break down otherwise I'll have to spend my night pressing the alarm. Anyway, I LOST MY BELOVED WALLET! Plus my ic my cards including one of my sim card and a sum of 100dollars. Wow. Can't believe it this time. I've misplaced it countless times but I rmbr the last time was a month ago. This is Craaazy. Save me.

Dear Lord, I pray that I come upon a good Samaritian just like the other time. I know I can't always be this lucky but I still have hope. Let this person do a good deed by reporting it otherwise he'll be haunted by guilty conscience. I'm hoping for a call.

Thank you, you both for being there. Very much appreciated.

2008-07-07T00:19:00.003+08:00

I can never trace that feeling back. Things ain't gonna work this way.

I need time management and I got to manage it well. Because this time, I'm given ltd time and I cannot waste it. I need a plan, it's already the 7th of July. By the way, I screwed up my English oral. I don't know how did I fare and how well I impressed the examiners. It was bad, I think I did so much better for Prelims. So I comfort myself by knowing IT'S OVER. Our school had this friendship web thing on Saturday. The school paid 400bucks to break a record in Sg. Haha is it stupid? I think it is. But it's good to know that our school is the first school to break the record. Anyway, the week ended good. I'm smiling in my heart.

I am trying to understand what my mother is handling. I don't know what it is. I wish she quits all that. I hope we'll be back on good terms. I prayed. And I keep the VP's word in mind.

Thank God there's Youth Day.

Perfect song.

When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

2008-06-29T16:05:00.006+08:00

What has become of us lately?

Yesterday was good. I'm still in the holiday mood though. I need to sleep before 12 every night so that I have sufficient energy to stay awake in class. An amt of homework is waiting for me to pick up my uniball and write smth productive but smth is eating up my discipline. I'm not supposed to be here typing. My hair is a disaster this time and I have English 'N' level Oral this Thursday. My heartbeat rate would shoot up when I face the examiners so I hope they do not stare at me like I'm an alien. July is coming. How fast is that.

"To forgive the one you hate is to have come to know that the one you've imprison, is yourself"- This is a note from the VP.

Thank you scandal for this song :)

People are changing, barely recognize this town
Gotta promise me that you'll always be around

2008-06-19T23:19:00.004+08:00

Let's see. Time is ticking so quickly and it's officially back to school in 3days time. Well I totally lost my self-discipline & self-motivation this holiday. I didn't mean my words this time.

Said I'd cut costs on my expenses but it just seem to be piling up.. Oh yeah not forgetting, I caught the sunrise on the 3rd but it wasn't that good as I expected! Thinking back,it was quite foolish. But I'm gna catch the sunrise and sunset together sometime soon if I'm able to. Ok in a blink of an eye, it'll be English 'N' orals prelims followed by 'N's. Come back self-motivation!

Note to self: Treasure my friends. Well action speaks louder than words but at least now I know who's significant in my life :)

Girl we're flyin' on the G5 G5~
Haha I realize I can only sing to 1 person, somehow

The most common word used in love letters isn't the word 'love' but the word 'miss'

2008-05-31T00:41:00.012+08:00

Half a year is almost gone and May has been the best month so far. I've slacked for a whole 3 weeks and I really need to start doing smth productive. Ok it starts tmrw, today I packed one corner of my room..

Yesterday I bought a book and I intend to bring it thru my life. Today I told my mom abt it. She said I'm crazy and said my dad has it(!) but mine's twice the size of his. I wish I am half as knowledgeable as my dad.

don't give up just yet

2008-05-29T19:05:00.002+08:00

I've a very very bad news.

My 'beloved' phone became useless but everything is fine. What makes it useless is that the screen is faulty. I can't see anything projected but I can receive text messages and pick up calls. The best part is that it occurred so sudden that I really thgt my eyes were playing tricks on me. I lay out all the possibilities on why it is reacting this way and it turns out that it's because I slept on it... (?) ok that sounded stupid. I don't feel like sending it for repair.

Missed last night's episode again. Today, I woke up at around 1 and my mind was in a daze. I only remember talking on the phone.

There's lessons tmrw and I look forward to after lessons.

"but it takes you years to know what love is"

2008-05-26T13:15:00.011+08:00

Knock out at 5 and woke up at 7! Ok I had a 5hr sleep thereafter.

What I feel like doing now is to sit in comfort and relax my mind with music plugged in. Drown myself in thoughts or maybe read those books I found. I like inspirational books and it doesn't bore me. Someone said I should go for the Psychology course but hell,it's a freakin 9 pts!

By the end of the month,I'd have caught 5 movies. Now that May is drawing to a close,do I miss you guys? I want to make it memorable of all the dates we shared but how. Who knows,it might be the last

Reminder: I cannot let this holiday pass by and let it go to waste.

Airdeet
Today was a failed attempt as planned. And on a bad note,I missed 3 consecutive episodes of the 9pm show and it is coming to an end soon. But so far,the week was good and I know it can get better :)

Opportunities came knocking on my door time after time and I know I should grab the chance but I let it slip away... WHY?

Still one of my fav songs!

Life is a game,play it

2008-05-24T01:11:00.022+08:00

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it
Life is a struggle, accept it

I wonder if Thursday was a dream- And a few days back I dreamt that my secret was leaked out...

This is extracted from a newspapers:

Gratitude is smth that is easily forgotten as we always take things for granted. We are blessed in Singapore,so gratitude can start from smth as simple as being thankful for the bowl of rice in front of us.

I am really lucky compared to the unfortunate ones.

Time check: 01 11AM

I came to realize that I've been saying more and more encouraging words that I don't know if it came out from myself haha so what can I conclude? I'm starting to wonder if my mindset is changing

Can't believe I prove you right for the matter abt what you said to me few months back

This afternoon: The last I recall,I didn't attend any parent meeting session, did I? It only occur to me that my position in class remains would do just good. What's rather exciting was my level position but it was completely dashed after a moment because of some... Therefore I wasn't all happy but at least my friends are proud of me. I'm not happy because I didn't think I really did it with hard work. It was merely the kind when you do last minute revision and you try to cram everything you know? In fact,I only improved in 3 subjects and Haha mom's Only satisfied. Is this really the standard? And hey,I'm not trying to boast and I'm not putting down anyone doing less than average out there. This game still goes on

you bet I felt it

They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way

I think that this lyrics are....

No matter how sad or difficult it is, will pass.

2008-05-15T19:09:00.015+08:00

(!) By right I should feel satisfied but well not everyone will be satisfied easily,especially when you're 'under pressure'/intimidated. You understand only if you are in this state haha I know this is insane but yeah.. you just wna do better. This is rather contradicting but on the other hand, I am really glad. Social studies surprised me the Most. K enough,all I got to say is efforts really do pay off and uhm,Don't give up! There's still opportunitites :)

I know I've said this umpteen times but I really have to say this again. Mrs Yip is damn cute! HAHAHA. Okay don't give me this look -.-

To 4/3: I know not all of you will get to read this but to those who are actually reading, Ms Pilo says we really got to work a mile harder and pull up our socks because we lost to 4/2. The percentage is a big difference! And it's disappointing her and other teachers like KK so yeah she got me to convey the message but it slipped my mind,haha that's about all folks

Ass, DON'T BE PETTY and choose to ignore me just for that damn position will you?! HAHA I'm not a bastard, bitch

Congrats Bf, I'm proud of you as well and you better keep your word. It's never too late okay?

Presentation tmrw hahaha gna get a tummyache

2008-05-11T23:39:00.009+08:00

Totally an unexpected outcome because I didn't expect anything like that. If only she had my numberrr! ok yesterday I slept at dawn break because SOMETHING CROP UP. Let's go to the beach, I WANT TO WATCH SUNRISE, yeah someday

Today: Mother's Day + Family gathering

The feeling of having a baby in the family is seriously... heartwarming. Babies are a joy to all what more can I say? All they do is being a royal prince/princess and enjoy life. I put myself in his family's shoes and I feel like I wna do my all to raise him and groom him hahaahah bullshit.

Not forgetting What happens in Vegas,yup fabulous fits it! If you need a laugh or anything,go catch it. I seriously can't wait for papers to be returned. Post exam activities is a waste of time,I'm not the least interested

Did I mention I sent my laptop for repair? Well,I can't switch it on now.

Life is a sorrow,overcome it

2008-05-06T21:00:00.009+08:00

It was then when I felt that way but why am I losing my cool? Is this really a big deal to me? No.

"Where do we run,when things we believe in vanish before our eyes? When all seems lost,the future unknowable,our very existence in peril.. All we can do is run."

Learnt from a hk drama last night- Happiness is placed in your hands and it's your attitude to determine what happiness is. Many don't cherish what they have till they lose it. Happiness means cherishing what you already have.

It's just a phase of life. All of these would amount to nothing much. Well,I'm accepting it. So there.

Digressing. Don't you agree time flies! 2 more papers to go and it's time to wait for resultsss and no doubt,it excites me. :D You have wasted your time by reading this post as it is redundant. Ok bye I wna watch 9pm show tonight no mood to study at all damn it

I said, hell is so Close, and heaven's out of reach

2008-05-03T12:41:00.001+08:00

Break.

"how did we learn it, that talent for insatiability?"

Save tonight
Fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone

2008-04-29T15:43:00.022+08:00

I am here to express my anxiety and I miss typing.

Today was the worst day of the month. K maybe I should phrase it this way- April is the worst month. I feel like swearing but no.

(!) Language papers are over and I feel that I am going haywire,already. I could feel the competition in the air even before Monday's paper commenced. I screw up my summary for English and I predict that I am not going to do well for MYE. :( The weirdest thing that happened was I couldn't even concentrate during Chinese P2 and my mind was Everywhere. I didn't even take it seriously k. I am damn unhappy with myself, like where did my motivation go to!!!!!! I want time. Hahah I've been saying this for many times. I rmbr telling myself- It's never too early and now? I.Am.Not.Even.Prepared.For.Any.Exam. I know I'm not the only one feeling like this but just let me type.. Anyway that's one paper down and as usual,Time flies.

Well, tmrw's Mathematics P1 & Social Studies(!!).
Haha spell: Doom

More and more talks abt the future I hear. The competition out there is fierce boy. It frightens me after all that I was told. I MISS MY DAD. I had a chat with him earlier and thank God I did. He encourages me but, I am still rather lost discouraged and whatnot. My aunt is discouraging me as well. You know why? Just because her nephews are top scorers (in RI ok) and have secured places in JC AND need not take 'O's. I almost burst(!) but I got to swallow it down however.

Studies is not the only matter. I need to ease my mind and I need a counsellor now (ok this part I'm kidding).

On a lighter note,check out the stars at night. Bright and beautiful,that is. You're lucky if you get to see them! :)

God bless me.

I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE HERE K BYE

Edit:

Right now,the only thing to do is to set aside any negative thoughts

2008-04-05T20:30:00.009+08:00

Anyone heard about the Parallels Desktop for Mac?! Omg it's damn cool. "It's like having two computers in one,the best of both worlds." My mom saw the Macbook Air today and she said it was Beautiful.

Monday we were given a talk by RP on how the world is changing rapidly. Now thinking I'd be on my own,how scary can that be. The world has opportunities waiting for us. Now I understand why my dad always talk to me abt politics..how the economy is life values and so on. He's damn cute he jumps from Rice to gold to currency to oil to carbon credit (the amt of carbon immision credited?) then he bounce back to human being. He says a lot of people don't realise what they waste,they take it for granted. "Don't waste the resources that you have that mother nature have given the mankind because all these belongs to God. But mankind has done the reverse." I love him still, for expanding my knowledge. How I wish I have half his knowledge. Thinking of what his ambition was,makes me laugh.

Back to the RP talk,they prepare us for working life. They solve problems Everyday. Can you foresee the future whereby you pay GST at a rate of 15%. It's not impossible but haha can you believe it might be reality. Omg. Now Idk what I want. Junior college is the hurdle to pursue a degree. You tell me how now brown cow.

The school is pushing us so hard but afterall the only person that can help you is yourself. There is so much to catch up on yet soooooo little time. Trying not to care abt other shit but I'm still rather disgusted

I'm sure this sounds terribly morbid and emotional but I'm pretty sure I'm dying because of all the things that I have been worrying about. I'm a sucker when it comes to temptations. I think I should stop thinking about all this shit.

2008-03-25T00:36:00.003+08:00

"Life Is Wonderful"

It takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to make you yawn brother
it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished (Yeah)

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la it is so (and it’s so)

It takes some silence to make sound
and it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

2008-03-24T20:52:00.015+08:00

Time check: 2110

I feel so defeated by the strength in me. It equals to less than 20% right now but I still want to update. I became more and more depressed after the phone got confiscated,yet again. Yeah you'll be like,AGAIN!? -,Sorry! Wednesday?

On the other hand,I hope all goes well without my phone and anyway it also means I can concentrate more.

It's a Monday,how the heck did my day go?
Gna make this quick:

1. Phone got confiscated. Now Idk what to tell my mom :(
2. I couldn't collect my own phone today after weeks and weeks! It was so coincidental that Ms Martens was inside Rtc. What luck
3. I felt weaker as the evening came by that I didn't carry full responsibility as being appointed as leader for an activity during CCA.
4. SO MANY TESTS- NO TIME.
5. Found out 2.4km run is next week
6. I AM BROKE, BROKE, BROKE
7. Don't feel that relieved but I finally told someone
8. I miss surprising people

Now I've a headache. Tomorrow's school,which seriously makes me depressed thinking abt school. Ok it doesn't make sense. Kbye totally no mood I MUST NEED HAVE TO STUDY TMRW AND FROM NOW TILL 12.

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

2008-03-23T00:57:00.009+08:00

I know this is late but I just want to comment that The Leap Years was good! I'm glad I caught it. Thumbs up but not to the extent that I'd cry. I don't understand why he is in a coma though. Not forgetting the song sung by Corrinne May that goes along with the flick,it intrigues me

In three words, I can sum up the meaning of life: It goes on.
-Leap years

So I was searching for my usb few days ago and I gave up. Last night I searched high and low for the installation CD and just when I found the key to why my mp3 is reacting this way! I realized this com doesn't meet the system's MINIMUM requirements. This is depressing enough. BUT this morning Idk how but I found a solution eventually and I am so happy my mp3 didn't die.

It's a Sunday! Yup reality check it's a month more to go. Every now and then I tell myself to hide this distraction so that I'd not use it and waste my time. Cigarettes are not much of a distraction now. My weakness is procrastinating,ok practically everybody's.

I realized I did so much wrong but still,Happy Easter Day!

You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

So long,G'bye

2008-03-22T23:22:00.011+08:00

Hi I'm very lazy to blog but anyway,

1) I didn't collect my phone to avoid M.J's face
2) I'm bound to fail chinese oral
3) English oral is on the 27th?
4) Hope for our class to gain profit for the entrepreneurship
5) I did so badly for Term 1!! Now what's with my grades
6) I'm gna catch Leap Years tmrw? (Finally after 3 whole weeks)
7) This is to remind me,why are you online again?!
8) I need to be a better person
9) Last but not least,I.miss.my.friends

That's for now folks :) Happy Easter Day

Why do I even bother? It became meaningless.

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

2008-03-16T23:57:00.004+08:00

Check this out,

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

Haha cool shit,was it easy for you?

Overall today was great, even though I met you for 5HRS+. Walked till my back was pain and my legs stink. At least both of us accomplished smth yes? No doubt,I love surprises like these,you're pretty good at it. Haha once again,THANK YOU SO MUCH.

It's a brand new week. I hope I can get back my phone. Uh,chinese oral on Tuesday?

2008-03-14T14:32:00.005+08:00

On a bad note,I'm running out of patience. Is there any motivation pill? I want to study but I can't get down to it. And to add to it,the week is ending. Cigarette smoke is a Big distraction. I'm becoming a passive smoker day by day and I don't like being one. Sorry,but who the hell invented cigarettes!! To hell you should go

Over this week,everyday is much the same even though I see different faces. Ok I'm lazy for further details.

I've some words to say but let's save it for better days. Till then it'll slowly slip off my mind

2008-03-11T14:51:00.007+08:00

Did I mention I passed my biology test? Haha most probably it's because she set the questions easy. I AM GOING TO DO WELL FOR BIOLOGY THIS YEAR. Mark my words. HAHA is this motivating enough?! One day I'm going to read back my posts and laugh at myself..

I'm lacking of songs already.

2008-03-09T19:33:00.005+08:00

It's never too early

In a blink of an eye,Term 2 is here. Time's really limited and I need to breathe. I'm quite packed this week which means time flies faster. K I'm not going to use the handphone for this week unless I'm heading out/done with revision. Reason being- I want to do intense revision (I hope I can proudly say I did for the next post)

Ok 08 March: Gelare's at siglap ,Sheralynn's crib and Airport. Managed to surprise her with Weilin Marcia and Valerie at the airport. Pretty funny when you think back. Rushed down to Tanah Merah for bbq. Hell yes I ate like I've never eaten for 3days 3night. :D 'Exercised' in the pool for awhile haha anyway I left the earliest.

LAST DAY OF IT FAIR TODAY!

Now's 1900 I did most of my homework in 3hrs, hah at least I accomplished smth

Didn't wish for things to turn out the way it is
Look at us now,it breaks my heart.
Whatever happened to being friends

ANYWAY HERE IT IS,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERALYNN
HAHA why are you always overseas on your birthday ass hole :)
Enjoy your trip and BE BACK SAFE

Say Hi to a better week

2008-03-08T12:01:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 7 despite being a Saturday. This morning I read a funny message and I do not have a sleeping disorder.. I want a new mp3 and I miss my phone so so much.

Update ltr.

Now what's the complication
Am I right to say what has got into you

2008-03-05T23:16:00.001+08:00

"Let everyone else find something new to lie about while I stick with what is the truth."

2008-03-01T00:40:00.013+08:00

Road runnerr. (Didn't intend to upload this myself!) I will always rmbr the tape on my shirt saying: Tom Robinson is not guilty. :D

Ytd was pretty much the same. The career fair wasn't interesting at all. Lunch with the pork family,father pork is a joker. Had my dinner at hk cafe and stayed there for close to 2hrs. The reason why we were there for so long is because we waited for a bowl of congee for an hour or so which was really bad service. What's worst is they charged us an extra bowl of congee. I feel calculative now and I am lengthening this post. They had their yummy yogurt which is a must have and no,we did not manage to catch the flick- The Leap Years as it was full house. IS THE MOVIE NICE?

How is army like? It's so torturing and it is unbelievable that it was my dream to be in army when I was young. Laugh now (HAHA)

Coming Tuesday- Progress card

Goo Goo Dolls:

I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah

2008-02-23T14:00:00.006+08:00

I doubt I'm ready for poly life even though I have one year or so to go. Haha so I can't figure what I actually learn from camp.

Camp wasn't that bad afterall with the game & teabreaks/lunch. Idk how to express my thoughts. I try and try to recall what I was told. Her words were pierced like daggers. It was so surreal,seemed like it was a wake up call for me but anyway thanks to those who really cared :)

I'm going off in the evening to Toh Tuck for family dinner(paternal's)

God bless me

Once a year we meet to gather as one so as not to drift apart. You hear laughters and noise you see smiles and you feel how merry it becomes when one after another steps in. As for my results,I feel so so intimidated

The weekend is closing and come tomorrow I'll be slogging my ass off...? Days just passes by with the weekend doubly fast as it'd always been. If you didn't realize,March is coming!

2008-02-17T16:50:00.017+08:00

Caught Ah Long Pte Ltd and Kung Fu Dunk over the past 2 days and I don't mind watching again. Haha I still want to watch PS. I Love You ok anyway I broke a record! ~~Coming 2 months and I am patiently waiting for this coming weekend which is in 6 days so that I could get my haircut. PATIENTLY.~~

Camp CORRI is this week,it better be good :) I can't wait for tmrw I want to collect my delivered bulky item!

Found from some blog: There is nothing more important. They're the ones who show up when were in trouble. The ones to push us to succeed. The ones to help to keep our secrets. But what are those who have no family to rely on? What happens to those poor souls who have no love ones to help them in their hour of need? Well, most learn to walk the road by themselves,but a sad few of us simply stop trying.

It didn't really struck me until the day before. I need to find a place that is super quiet so that I could mediate. I'm thinking of an issue but I can't seem to settle down and at the end of the day,the question is why/how/what happened/am I going to carry on like this?

Sum 41- Best Of Me:

Does anyone have this song!!?

2008-02-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

It's getting colder thru' these walls that seem to thin to break us now
A perfect ending still in line though it seems our time is running out

I wna play Mj/Arcade

K I know I put this up before..

Lord knows I failed you time and again
But you and me are alright

EDIT: I guess Thursday's going to suck but then again it's just another day

2008-02-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching

I'm going to stay up as late as possible as there is a belief that the later we stay up on the eve of Cny,the longer our parents will live. (Extracted from thesundaytimes)

Superstitious not? haha Happy Lunar New Year folks :) It's the Rat year,a brand new beginning. And ya there wouldn't be lion dance this year due to the fact it can affect the baby. That equals to 1/3 of the cny mood.

Now who's gna be my Valentine?
When you do something silly and apologize,I'll just go soft saying it's okay

You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Airdeet:
Hi guys I said goodbye to 50bucks playing cards today.......but never mind my mom sponsor :) In between gives us heart attack haha seriously sial. It's all about luck&greed.

If only my cousin was younger,not my cousin and is lesbian I suppose I'll go for her. HAHAHA nah,shut up she's your cousin

~~I.CAN'T.WAIT.TO.SEE.YOU~~

2008-02-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

These are the things I think about when I'm alone without you
I wonder of your whereabouts and hope like hell you're happy where you are.

You're so dear to me my friend

Edit
In a cold war with my mom for the past 4 days-.- lame shitz.

Was it Friday? SPC was talking abt how our class fared for Biology test. It was terrible. She was indirectly referring to me. Needless to say,I knew it was me cause practically the whole time she looked at me. I am expecting it to be as low as 5%... Physics marks- thumbs down. I wrote rubbish for Literature I am so dead.

Friday's was spent with 3/4 of the clique then Tamp followed by Serangoon. Have not been there ever since p6(?) haha you don't realize how time flies seriously. Stupid to say,but I'm really amazed by time. Made my way down to my cousin's hse and was feeling nostalgia and reminisced. Haha I missed them,and the good old days. K another cousin broke his voice and he grew so much taller- 10cm within six months?! Anyway yes my cousin agreed to coach me :) Now I have a better understanding. Last tuition I had was when I'm p4.. haha I guess I can bond with her at the same time right? Oh ya the way she teach damn cute,I mean ,her actions and all... Dead tired when I'm home.

Yesterday in short, met Jaslin Valerie Natalie and Rachel at Wisma around evening. Bumped into - which was a surprise? Talk abt fate. Haha Bugis thereafter then down to Jaslin & me. I forgot what we talked abt but we kept laughing. Headed to Ecp to meet Vanessa and co. Cab home after.

2008-01-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Almost got my phone confiscated AGAIN. This time I hid it in b/w my books but I was so careless I actually dropped it when taking lit text out. Haha but Ms Pilo was reasonable enough not to confiscate it :) Condition terms is to do a phone research for her in return HAHA it's so lame seriously.

Visited my newborn nephew today which by the way is 5 days old. Omg his features are so nice his ears is unlike normal people I tell you. Imagine a C ya his ears are like that haha he's gna be intelligent depending on some reasons ,that's what the adults said? My uncle rewarded me 100bucks and yes he even bought the baby a cheongsum HAHA omg so cute la wl can't wait to see him in two week's time. Ok they made my dayyyy

Click to see his ear. Haha. He opened his eyes for a awhile only then he went back to sleep. Oh and when he heard his grandma talking abt him he shot her his eyes. The way he looks at her so cute (!!)

5 tests next week! And I have yet to get tuition

I dislike how time is passing by it's gna be Feb

2008-01-18T17:34:00.000+08:00

Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel

Found out through the news: MacBook Air. It was launched 3 days back? The details are obviously so much better than MacBook. CHECK IT OUT YOU'LL DEFINITELY WANT IT. SO DO I. The world's thinnest notebook,it's nearly as thin as your index finger- AWESOME!! You can fit it in a document envelope...

Is it time again? It's passing so quickly so many test next week. How come I don't feel like I'm taking Ns this year I don't feel the tension man. Feel so lucky & it's smth to be glad abt,our batch's the last- 3sub 10pts for Ns :)

We're doing fine let's maintain this way I'm happy to be by your side- no feelings attached though

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so f**king special

2008-01-13T02:02:00.000+08:00

I'm up early!! It's 0845. My body clock really gave me 6hrs of sleep.. I should be in bed sleeping now. To be specific I could be in bed till 1 haha tonight sure sleep early. I don't wna be moody the next day

Ok I met friends ytd. One thing I can say is they don't give up asking me questions that easily, haha. Time past very fast maybe cause I kept texting anyway I still enjoyed myself despite the unwillingness in the beginning.... ha ha I ate a lot I lmao a lot and I saw many familiar faces! hahaha was supposed to catch one missed call but smth cropped up so we didn't. Sheralynn told me it wasn't good and verymt said the ending super errrrrrr. Haha

Ya then met their friends & they stay 1 2 stops before me,what a small world

Am I considered lucky/whatsoever that my mom doesn't set a curfew for me or what. But at least she called to check when I was already in the lift. Maybe next time I should just inform her what time will I be back at least not to let her worry. Ya that's it. I'll be a good girl ha ha

Oh ya I checked out the hard case cover for macbook wl I wonder what's with the price. But maybe I'll get it

I realize I've nothing to blog I'm so boring.

This post is so chunky. Ok got to touch on homework now! Time is precious. It's a Sunday again,a new week of surprises :)

Actually Idk why I put up this song

2008-01-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

I wont be the one that lets go.

Something's wrong with me the past few days this is damn bad my mind is elsewhere it's not functioning well -.- Sorry for the attitude guys
Okay I'm supposed to stay focus right. ya

My back was aching quite badly for practically a week. Neither minor nor that major but I pull through it and I'm glad I can bend my back now. ha ha

It's friday tmrw and I'm getting back my phone. Fast, that is. TGIF I need to revise so much for good.
I reckon I need tuition for maths,any good recommendations?

Edit: Scandal made me breakfast! :)

One way's drum beats nicer?

9pm show now!! To hell with kaijie la wl

Clare: idk's sucha nice name -.- haha TELL ME WHO LA

I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this

2008-01-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

So when you thought it ended it's just the beginning

2nd day and I'm late for school but I escaped :) Thank God there were so many late comers. I don't wna be late ever again can I do it?

The answer is: I need more sleep. Ha ha this is crap. Okay at least I had an afternoon nap today. & My back is aching Idk why.

Oh yes say goodbye to 2nd storey classroom.

So cliche,but time flies
In a flash we'll be collecting red packets march holidays MYE prelims n levels

That look upon your face,it's beauty to me

2007-12-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

Thank you for the belt,chocs,candycanes,giftcard! You know who you are :)

How was 2007 for me?

I can't exactly rmbr but at least I got to know new friends? I've learnt that I got to work harder to enjoy life in the future. I've learnt how its the people closest to you that hurts you the most and no one's true to you. Fking back yourself up when you're down.

As 2007 draws to a close,have you come up with your new year's resolution(s)?

I'll jot it here to remind myself:

1. At least 6hrs of sleep for school (In bed before 2300)
2. Remind myself to stay focus (you're doing this all for O's)
3. DON'T BE LATE for school!!
4. No soft drinks unless succumb to temptation (haha wl)
5. No suppers ok? Lose weight- 46kg
6. Save money (100$ of it don't touch)
7. Not to let attitude and temper get the better of me,THINK POSITIVE AND BE POSITIVE
8. Learn to appreciate the people around me (Give more than receive)
9. Maintain study table neat (Motivation motivaion)

So lazy to dl new songs. And I want a PC this time
I wanted to post a nicer song but I'll heed to someone's words

K gonna watch The Noose & lmao

Oh yes when does school reopen?!